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| I can't believe I'm going to be leaving soon. Move-in day is a mere 6 days away. :O Don't get me wrong; I'm still excited. It's just... I'm leaving so much behind; I really am going to miss it all, you know? :/ I'm leaving behind family, familiarity, a best friend and sister, many of my lovable friends, and just everything that I've been around for so long. I don't know how I'm going to survive up in LA, but I know I can do it. I will do it. It'll just take some time is all.
On another note, I've talked to Steve this whole week so far. It was strange how it started, really. I was making an MSN account for my mom, who wanted to talk to me on webcam so I made her one and logged onto my account so I could add her onto my buddy list and an offline message popped up and I was kind of surprised. It was Steve asking me why I was never online. Well, the truth is, I was trying to avoid being online because before, I would always go online and hang around and wait for him but I decided that enough was enough. I wouldn't wait anymore because it wasn't worth it. But idk. Anyway, the next day, I got another message, telling me to get my "American ass" online. Yeah. Thanks Steve. haha. And since I was online, I guess that's when we started talking. Monday, I think it was. I swear, it was some awkward convo. We basically mostly only talked about How I Met Your Mother aaand that was it. The next day was an even shorter, awkward convo. In fact, it was so short, I don't even remember what we talked about and, you can even ask Bianca, I remember A LOT of things. lol. Which brings us to today. Today was like a flash back of our old conversations. We talked from I think 2:30 to a little past 6:15. And we talked about a lot. At first, I was trying to help him feel less depressed but I guess I could only help so much. Then, it moved on to me talking about the different hugging techniques and I came up with a LOT of them. Seriously, I did. haha. And then after that was the part I like to call the "sexual tension" part. Basically, we were just throwing sexual puns at each other. (He said I had an advantage because english is my main language and that if he were speaking German, he'd have loads of puns.) Yes, well, it was nothing short of Chelsea just being Chelsea and dragging someone down with her. haha. And after, we set up ground rules for me punching him? Yeah, I have no idea. It was just really random.
All-in-all, it's been a weird week so far. I'm trying not to look into these conversations too much because I'm afraid of falling too quickly again but it doesn't seem to be helping. :/ Like I've said, I suppose true attraction never really goes away, eh?
Mm, yeah. That is pretty much it. Weird weird business going on this week. Oh the fuckery. ahhaha.
The emotions keep spinning out;;
the little confused, "sexually charged" asian girl.
Chelsea: "well, excuse me while i proceed to, as it's so delicately put, "jump your bones"."
Yeah, I can't believe how upfront I am about these things either. *shakes head in disappointment*
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| Alriiiight it's almost been a month since I last blogged! I'm a slacker alright but summer's almost over for me. I have the right to be a slacker. :)
Mmkay, so what have I been doing this path month? Hmm, let's see, I've been reading (Blue Moon & Jessica's Guide to Dating on the Dark Side), writing my own story (Violent Kiss), hanging out with friends (HP6 Midnight premiere, OC Fair for Bianca's party + Macaroni Grill), listening to music (Eyes Set to Kill mostly + other stuff), and as of recent, watching Death Note. Other than that, it's been a lot of here and there, just sitting around doing whatever. Oh, I've actually played some piano too (Over My Head & Love Is Not All Around). That pretty much describes my summer to a T because, to be honest, I don't go out much so this is what I do all day. I'm really quite too lazy to describe the fun times but I'll say, they really were fun.
SO, recently I started watching Death Note. And of course, as predicted, L is my favorite character. I don't think that's really much of a surprise. Light and Misa are my least favorite and I am in favor of having both of them jump off a cliff or play in traffic or get killed by their own shinigami. (Sorry, the anime nerd in me is bitter that L has to die while Light doesn't die till the end.) Ahem...
Yeah. Anyway, Jackie's debut is coming up. This Saturday! I'm just wearing my old homecoming dress since I don't really want to go out and buy another dress, since the chances of me wearing it again are very unlikely. I still have to get her a gift but in due time, I will. And, if I go to West. mall... I wanna see if I can get an L plushie... :p Just because he and his pandabear eyes are adorable. "Ehh... 'ello?" hahaha.
That's it. I swear I get boringer and boringer each time I blog. hahah. 14 days of summer left for me. >_<
Shinigami love apples;
the little L Lawliet-loving, book nerdy asian girl.
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| Since my parents want me to use more french, HERE IT IS. Franglish and all.
Si vous pensez que ma mere est super cool, vous avez tort. Elle makes me fachee. Tres tres fache quelquefois. Aujourdhi, il y a quelque minutes, elle a utilise un ton qui me fait trop fachee parce que just parce que. Je n'aime pas quand une personne me pousse to the limit and just pisses me off.
Fuck French. Lemme make this quick because I want to let this out when I'm actually angry.
Don't piss me off. Please. Don't you remember what happened with Timmy? When he had that fucking smug look on his face? I got out of my chair and went crazy on him, trying to punch him and everything. Never mistake that and think that when I'm angry, I won't hurt you. It can happen. Maybe not with Daddy because he's stronger, but with you, Mom. I feel like I can take you. So please. Please oh please don't push it.
That's why I left the room. I knew how I was feeling. I know what I'm feeling now.
That's twice now with you, Mom. Don't be a douche bag. I DON'T LIKE DEALING WITH FUCKERY.
That's it. FML.
the angry little asian girl.
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| Soooo, it's been a while, eh? A lot's happened that I really don't want to explain because, well, it's a shitload of stuff and I'm too lazy to describe it all. So I'll list: Disneyland, Graduation, Grad Night, USC Orientation, and Formal Dinner. Yeah. I saw Up with Bianca and Patty. :) I loved it so much; I really wish I could watch it again. It was sad, happy, lovely, awesome, and funny. I really hope we go through with our Halloween plan. :) Patty = Russell, Bianca = Kevin, Chelsea = Dug.
Well, Bianca, Patty, and I made our shirts finally and they turned out great! :) I'd actually wear this shirt. hahaha. I mean it's better fitted and it looks so cute and it's personalized. That's what makes it wonderful. I'll remember these girls forever now. x) I think I might even wear it in Europe. (;
Mm, yeah. I'm going to Europe for 2 weeks. I'll be leaving tomorrow.. erm, today. haha At 3 pm and I think it'll be fun? So far right now, it just sounds super tiring from what my dad's been telling me but I'm sure when I get there, it'll be fun.
Oh! And I finally got the 3rd book in the Gallagher Girls series! AH! It was good. I loved it and I'm bringing it with me to Europe. I'm definitely stoked for the 4th book too. Zach, oh Zach. My book crush. ahhaha. I wish he had appeared more but that's just me. (; My only wish would be that this book be longer so that I could have more to read. hahaha. Chelsea = booknerd.
And moving along, I'm super excited for Half Blood Prince to be out in theaters! So far, I know me and Patty are doing midnight showing 'cause I am excited. Okay, not just excited. I am so. foddamn. gucking. excited for this movie. hahaha. I don't know why but I just get the feeling it'll be good. :) Watch, that's totally just gonna make it suck. haha Oh please don't. D:
Also, November = New Moon. Me and Patty hitting that too. (; hahaha. Even though it'll probably tank and suck ass, I seem to end up enjoying it anyway 'cause of the sexy shirtless guys. heheh. What can I say; I am a girl afterall.
So.. USC this August. :O I'm excited for a new year at a new place in a new environment for me. The fact that I won't be home all the time scares me.. but being there is like that thrill that I need. I will always love my high school friends, don't get me wrong. But I think I need to be out there more; I need to experience more. I've been sheltered all my life and I'm grateful that I'm not a modernized fucked up kid. I'm just fucked up by my own accord. haha. But now, tis time for little Chelsea to be free. :) I'm going to miss certain people very much though. :( They should definitely know who they are. Right now, I feel like I can't live without them. AGH. But I'll survive. Plus I'll be back every weekend AND since I'm continuing my volunteering at FV Hospital, I'll still get to see two of you more often. (; You both know who you are. Tee hee. Duuuuude. I know this is so fuckin cliche... but I can't believe I'm going to college, not to mention going to USC. I would have never imagined. Really. It's a lot for my leetle brain to take in.
Alright. So I'm getting tired and I don't have anything else to say right now. That's all for noooow.
Dying is your latest fashion;
la petite, vietnamienne spy.
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| Just quickly blogging that on Monday, I committed to USC. :) That is all. Oh and I can't wait for the following books to be released ('cause I'm such a booknerd): Generation Dead: Kiss of Life - May 12 Gallagher Girls 3: Don't Judge A Girl By Her Cover - June 9 The Immortals Series: Blue Moon - August Yayyy books! hahaha. Another oh; Evermore was good. :) Now that is all. What's it gonna take for me to get through this;;
the little asian Trojan girl. :)
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